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2009/4/25

Soliloquy

I think I should change my old lifestyle from now on, or else I will die.

No one can share the burden in my mind.

I find I could hardly eat most food and sleep well recently.

I become more and more thinner, and I also feel weak in my body.

It is tough...

What should I be? And how do I matter?

I ask myself.

My heart is gone with the old days...

I couldn't be that girl before.

And I am even afraid of growing up.

Maybe a simple life I want is just far away.

I couldn't forget the one I love with my whole soul, even a life time.

Time is limited, but the road is long.

It's time to find myself and lead a right life for everybody I love.

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2009/1/24

Wait before you go,
So you will know, what I am feeling as you leave
I understand, your need for some time
Some solitude

Wait a while, before you go
You should know by now, my heart belongs to you

I know that you must leave
And I can see, that it's not easy for you, now that I'll be here, I know that my soul
Is always near you

Wait a while before you go
You should know by now I love you and so I will wait a while For you

The sand of time is slipping through my fingers
You and I, still the memories linger on
And on

Now I know that if I can only let go
And wait a while, you'll be here again with me
The same old friends we've always been

Wait a while before you go
You should know by now I love you and so I will wait a while
Wait a while
Wait a while
For you

Today I want to tell nothing in the diary, but this song.

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2008/1/14

Snow To My Friends

上周末终于下了这个冬天的第一场雪

我也在挣扎中开始了新年里的第一篇日志

（其实去年就一直挣扎着，也还是没写过一个字

）

怕大家都记不起我了。。。

我还是决定克服各种艰难险阻上来冒个泡

（工作好像也不是那么忙得不克开交，冲动的时候却不知道写什么才好。

最可恶的是电脑先生年纪大了，老是动弹不了，光是看看网页就气揣吁吁。。。

正好给我找了个偷懒的借口

）

其实我是很想念我的朋友们的，大家的日志我都一篇不落地看过

新年的时候我还想寄礼物给你们

结果发现自己又在空想了。。。

太Lazy了。。。我，

决心下次亲手做礼物寄给你们，等着吧

今天继续在下雪，下得整个城市都白了

我趁中午休息的空档，跟Long去了江滩玩雪

偌大的江滩，白茫茫，看不到几个人影

好纯净的世界。。。

让我想到了你们，可惜你们都不在我身边和我一起嬉戏

不免有些伤感

临时不写了，电脑中毒了，55555。。。。

够我折腾的了

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2006/5/14

女儿不孝

这段日子我比以前脆弱了很多

生命在这个时候同时经历了两件重要的事情

当然爸爸病情的突然加重

是首当其冲的

也是我没有料到的

住院，以前多么普通的一个名词

现在我却难以承受

很多事情，只有发生在自己身上才会有感觉

以至于我害怕看到任何跟医院有关的东西

我还年轻

可爸爸却已在不知不觉中老去

我还有很多工作未完成

连去医院看一次爸爸的时间都找不到...

面对现实，我什么也做不了

我很难过

女儿不孝，真的很不孝

请爸爸原谅

希望您快快好起来

倘若真的要牺牲掉什么来换取这难得的幸福

我义无反顾

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2006/5/10

爸爸病了

好久没有回家

回到一如往常平静的家

却找不到爸爸的身影

妈妈说爸爸这几天病了

下午出去到现在也没回家

于是我们深夜上路

在街上寻找，寻找熟悉的身影

夜凉如水

风从身边经过，钻进骨头，渗进心里

这个夜，焦虑凝固了所有空气

我们空手而归

我累了，困了，睡着了...

在混沌中，依稀听见妈妈的电话声夹杂着抽泣

她彻夜未眠

清晨的第一缕阳光落在窗台上

终于有了爸爸的讯息

我却突然落泪了

生命是飘零的叶

下一刻我们又怎知自己的去向

心灵是脆弱的花朵

需要有人去守候

我怕时间来不及

我怕下一刻失去身边美好的过去

所以我要从现在开始好好爱惜自己

珍惜每一个爱我的人

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2006/5/7

Away

      我长大了
    因为不再疯狂了
    又想起往事了
    他们不再美好了
    很多人变了
    很多事变了
    渴望热血如昨天般飞扬

    我在路上
    想着我飞起来的样子
    我在路上
    离开走着的人们
    我在路上
    翅膀已经生长

那一刻
我真的流泪了

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2006/5/1

Night Prayer

    五月一日是一条分水岭
    回忆，现实与梦想，在今天被界定分明

走进早已被人撰写的情节
我做了忧伤的公主

给自己编织了一场绚丽的梦
最后，在梦中沉沉睡去

    This lonely road I am walking on
    Where did it begin? Where will it end?
    And when the dark night comes
    Who will save my soul?
    On my lonely road will I walk alone?

    I never feared darkness coming near
    Now I don’t know why I behold the sky
    To find the brightest star
    With it’s brilliant light
    So I pray to thee, will you shine on me?

    Mother Moonlight, fill my scared eyes
    Light up my way with your brightest ray
    Shining on everything through the clouds
    Take my hands ‘till the morning will come.

    This dusty road where I walk alone
    With my restless heart and my tired bones
    It’s going on and on
    But I know for sure
    That it’s leading me to the world of dreams

    This lonely road You are not alone
     I am walking on   When you leave your home
    Where did it begin?   And you're far away
    Where will it end?   On a dusty way
    And when the dark night comes   I will always care
    Who will save my soul?   And I will be there
    On my lonely road    Every time you call my name
    Will I walk alone?

     I never feared darkness coming near
     Now I don’t know why I behold the sky
     To find the brightest star
     With it’s brilliant light
     So I pray to thee, will you shine on me?

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