I think I should change my old lifestyle from now on, or else I will die.

No one can share the burden in my mind.

I find I could hardly eat most food and sleep well recently.

I become more and more thinner, and I also feel weak in my body.

It is tough...

What should I be? And how do I matter?

I ask myself.

My heart is gone with the old days...

I couldn't be that girl before.

And I am even afraid of growing up.

Maybe a simple life I want is just far away.

I couldn't forget the one I love with my whole soul, even a life time.

Time is limited, but the road is long.

It's time to find myself and lead a right life for everybody I love.